potry redefined

THE DARKEST FLASH_BACKS. I stand ontop of an oak tree,unshaken. Easing into the cronicles of teenage suicidal thoughts. I hear the earliest cock's crowling, Revealing a hidden purpose, Educating the day, Perhaps entertaining it.. Maybe both. I stand under the dust raised by an unwanted newlyborn. Listening to nothing ,but the silence of shuttered dreams and aspirations. The thought of nursing haunting my imaginations. Hail goddes of nothingness. Shall i bow down to deceit and  never again recover from a single night's libido.) After all,it was just one night..right? But now im standing at a bus terminus not knowing whether im right ..right? I stand in the dawn of a cold summer morning. Sighing away the handful of innocent sentiments i have left . Save lord for im about to leave my own blood in the hands of chance and luck . Have i really run out ? It hits me. Because i have the big book to the left, And the right to look into ...

When i die... When i die, If i die.. Read me a beautiful Sonnet. Please,Save me one for the road ,incase I come back as a serpent..that will be my last. Save me one from the poetry battery,,i hope they keep it charged. When i die ,Cry me a river and give me the chance to cross the waters that are bitter. Sail with me upon the greatness exegerated by your tears. When they ask .tell them the story of the mighty Me . The dark knight in a shining armour , Standing at attention even then that ill be out of armor. When i die  ,burry me naked for when i reincarnate. If ,i reincarnate ,ill come back as a newborn . Cheating nature .ill live again and still die of the same cause.. When i die,spare me the bath. I plead,save the irony for your newborns  .ill need no fragrance in hardes..if i make it there. When i die keep all the sad faces a distance.legend has it ,its false sympathy. When i die,play me a song..my song and sing along to the "bouncing song ". Dont...